Each moment I used the tools that I have acquired to shift myself into something that felt better.
It wasn't always easy and I wish I could say that the change happened overnight-but it didn't. Sometimes I felt like crying out "what the f***k?!" I found myself saying "Come on guys-give me something to work with here!"
And their (The Group) response was "This is what you have to work with, you can do this." and so I did."
I used my Access Consciousness tools and a new inspired tool that they gave me, which involved working with my higher self and I reached out for help.
One morning, this week, I woke up and felt different-I felt happy. My car door needed fixing at a cost of $600 dollars and still I was happy. My son's van needed $900 worth of work, which he could not afford and so we paid the bill and I was still happy! Other news that might have put me into a tailspin, arrived and still I found myself happy.
And so today my life feels good even though nothing looks like it has changed, it feels different. The change in me occurred moment by moment as I delved into my "stuff", you know all the niggly s**t that pushes your buttons and came out the other side.
It is so simple to do when I remember to get out of my own way. I have no idea what I shifted as I worked but I clearly feel the results.
So, if you are reading this I want you to know that as you change, life changes. You are the only one with the power to change your perceptions which will change your world.
Try asking yourself these two questions as a beginnning point. "How does it get better?" and "What else is possible?"
If you want to delve deeper, reach out to someone who can help you into something different. Reach out to the encouragers in your life and stay away from the commiserators, unless you want to stay exactly where you are. Your choice, as it was mine. You get to choose. You have the power!